I don't think you're ready for this belly
>> Wednesday, May 30, 2012
I had to do it. I've been waiting to post this title since I got pregnant.
I started this post before Henry was born, with plans to post it a few weeks before our official due date. I will still post it, with some minor adjustments. Who would have thought we'd have a little guy in our midst already?
Thank you all for sweet words after Henry's arrival. What a wonderful supportive community we have in blogging. I truly appreciate and am humbled by your kindness.
By the time I hit 36 weeks, my body was truly transforming right in front of my eyes. I could also no longer spot my feet.
Oh, look. I did have feet. And there was a pug hidden under that belly, too.
I was faithfully taking a photo of the belly each week and writing a note about the week's ups and downs. These were making their way into an in-progress photo book I planned to have printed after Baby Dub arrived. Then, last week, my laptop determined it was time to stop turning on. While nearly all of my photos are backed up on Flickr for blog use and all my important documents are on Dropbox, none of my weekly pregnancy photos made it on the blog. Which means none of them were backed up.
(This is why I should have an external hard drive.)
The pregnancy book I've been working on wasn't backed up, either.
(This is why I should have an external hard drive.)
I tried not to have a complete meltdown until we found out whether the data could be saved. But, it's not looking promising. And I was pretty mopey about it. I had spent so much time on that book and felt utterly disappointed that I wouldn't have a record of all those little moments. And I'm kicking myself for not making the book somewhere else, instead of saved on my hard drive. Because my memory is poor, I know it's nearly impossible to recreate it. Not to mention the fact that I don't even have the majority of the weekly photos.
Looking on the bright side, I have my computer back with a new hard drive. And I got it just in time for our little guy to make his arrival and fill up my iPhoto with adorable pictures. And the local repair shop gave me an exceptional deal. (Perhaps they knew that this poor little preggo couldn't handle a huge bill.) They even installed new casings for free, so it's like a brand new computer. And I brought home an external hard drive, too. About two weeks too late.
But, all those pictures and the pregnancy book? Still gone. My repair guys promised me that they are still working on it, and that there are options to send it off (for big bucks) with the possibility of getting everything removed. But, I'm not very hopeful at this point.
I'm trying to get over it. And my sweet husband has been so understanding about my disappointment. I definitely picked a good baby daddy. He kept trying to subtly remind me that this is not the end of the world. Which I truly realized when Henry did arrive. There are definitely more important things than a few pictures. And there are many worse things than losing them.
But for fun's sake, here's the photos that I still have on my camera from the past weeks. I'm pretty happy that I didn't delete them from my memory card yet. I was planning to share all the weeks at once as a collage, but this is a start, right?
My mom had written a message to Henry on the chalkboard when we got home from the hospital. I thought it was a perfect finish to the weekly pregnancy photos.
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